In the mechanical world of "online dating," I'm prime rib surrounded by voraciously-ravenous vultures. "Searching" for a mate personally feels unnatural, and I simply don't comfortably know how. In light of the realization that I may very well be alone for the rest of my allotted Earthly time, however; I went ahead and gave a couple free dating websites a whirl, and signed up under the moniker 'hiyosilveraway'. As a result of the former, I subjected myself to two inboxes full of incompetent poor grammar, opposing beliefs regarding how to get to Heaven, ignorance, and uninteresting bouts of information. PlentyOFF-ish was downright frightening, and OkStupid (though equipped with more frequent attractive faces) is nearly as discouraging. In the midst of the hard work and seemingly-endless "searching," I've become jaded and indifferent. Additionally--not a one supposed potential seems to accurately grasp my complete need for friendship before the possibility of anything more, and it's disheartening. I'm not going to positively respond if you're a complete stranger telling me how sexy you think I am, nor will I particularly care to be your friend. The majority of nearby "men" I've encountered also consider pre-marital sex a healthy requirement for romantic relationships, and I currently do not. Knowing it's right upon the onset of stopped time and going for it is one thing, but expecting it after a few months is another. Above any other personal opinion regarding sex, I think it indescribably sacred and emotional. I am aware that roughly ninety-five or so percent of twenty-somethings are doing it, but I am not roughly ninety-five or so percent of twenty-somethings. I am a girl--tightly-grasping onto remained remnants of a possibly-skewed notion of true love, and thoroughly hoping for a win--whatever acceptable way that happens.
Haha, I found this amusing: http://www.okstupid.net/
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